missing

I have to keep my distance
And I'm not even gonna talk about this pill thing
Fuck it, you can leave, it's not really a big thing
You don't know how much I lost, you ain't the only one I'm missing
I went from playing XBOX to waiting in the kitchen
My dear, I'll own up to my wrongs, but I just need my digits
I relate to the people that I serve, man, I got xanny fidgets
And niggas makin' problems like they high off whippets
And why this nigga need to breathe, you should to take a minute
I sip the [?] raw, tryna get high the quickest
I always show compassion, bro, but man I'm really wicked
Really, I should be sober but I keep on slippin'
But that's some bullshit, I want mind full of every prescription
You wanna ask why i wanna kill myself? That's my description
But to be honest I don't really think that I've been living
Let's just stick to my passion [?]
Affirmations at my windows while the dope is kickin'
I live life for years half asleep, I used to hate existin'
My bullets got my magazine stressed like a piston
I put xans but I ain't forget God, I know he listens
50 percent of [?]
Bad lil hoe ask where the plugs at but you really with it?

I have to keep my distance
And I'm not even gonna talk about this pill thing
Fuck it, you can leave, it's not really a big thing
You don't know how much I lost, you ain't the only one I'm missing
I went from playing XBOX to weighing in the kitchen
My dear, I'll own up to my wrongs, but I just need my digits
I relate to the people that I serve, man, I got xanny fidgets