​missed calls (we are all sorry)

I'm not getting better but I take
These drugs I should
Every night I sleep and hope
I dream up something good but
It's been getting colder every minute
Of every day
My breath that hangs around
Spells out words that seem to say
‘I know that you are sorry
For these awful things you've done
I know that you were stupid
I know that you were young’
But the first or second time
I will keep you in my mind
The first or second time
I will keep you here inside of me
My friends are getting worried
I've missed a couple calls
My cars been in park for hours
And the snow began to fall
And I'm just dreaming of you
And when your face turned blue
And you said I could touch you like
We were back in July
Again