Misery

I think like times like these
I feel like pain itself could opportunity of growth
So this is a message to my future self

Ghost in the dark can you be there
I know its really late but I'm not scared
I'm making friends with my only shadow
The only person that I can count on
Fuck all this misery Fuck all this misery
Got me tossin and turning all in my sleep
Bitch keep calling my phone man give me peace
Girl you dead to me yeah Rest In Peace

Ou I guess you missing me I guess you missing me
I can feel it in my bones all the misery
Ou all the misery what a misery
This is cause and effect what you did to me
After day, after week, after month, after year, after year
But I put up with the same old thing
I was told to be calm couldn't handled my wrongs
Now I'm trapped in my thoughts its a hurricane
Ou

Moonwalk for the misery
Lookin back at it now what you did to me
Ou we got history are we enemy's
Here the keys to the car why goin leave
Ou I'm a different breed
I'm a different breed
I stay up but I feel so down low
They give me love every time where I go
Cupid didn't want to even use his arrow
Mama always said stop crying
Fight less, love more, can't stop trying
Stop all your bullshit you keep trying
If I don't miss you now please don't think that I'm lying
Ou I guess you missing me I guess you missing me
I got time let me tell you I got misery
Oh the misery is surrounding me
You can see the pain in my eyes differently

Ou na na na Ou na na
Ou na na na Ou na na

Shit is getting hazy
Hazy hazy yeah
Don't come back and you try to change me
See I'm going dumb smoking this Malibu daisy
You left me on read now I'm booking Malibu babies
Ou I'm a different breed told you I had different needs
Middle finger in the yeah I'm throwin
Bitch I'm packin like Aladdin I'm out of here
Red carpet I'm living lavage I disappear
Run fucking Run
Run