Miscarriage

I’ve never been so sad before
I wanna cry
I wanna die
But I gotta try
I’ve never felt this way for sure
I want it back
Please give it back
Please give it back
I’ve never known heartbreak
But life give & take
I don’t know if I’ll make it
No one knows
So when they ask “you okay?”
I just fake it

I’m fucking dead
Can’t believe my eyes
Havin thoughts of suicide
Lost in my head
I vomit
I break
Not much more I can take
I just wanted a family
Wanted you happy
Instead we have sleepless nights
Crying to sad beats
Stay moking on mad weed
Never needed a plan B

I’ve never been so sad before
I wanna cry
I wanna die
But I gotta try
I’ve never felt this way for sure
I want it back
Please give it back
Please give it back
I’ve never known heartbreak
But life give & take
I don’t know if I’ll make it
No one knows
So when they ask “you okay?”
I just fake it

They say the good die young
But I don't care you took he took you way too early
And if there really is a god
He's gon have to tell me why the fuck he hurt me
Matter fact, fuck what I want
I really don't deserve it
I'm not worthy
It was her that deserve the whole world
The diamonds & the pearls
I would throw it all away
I would lay down in the dirt & trade places with my babygirl

I’ve never been so sad before
I wanna cry
I wanna die
But I gotta try
I’ve never felt this way for sure
I want it back
Please give it back
Please give it back
I’ve never known heartbreak
But life give & take
I don’t know if I’ll make it
No one knows
So when they ask “you okay?”
I just fake it