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[Verse 1]
I feel like my heart is haunted, I think I might have a curse
Remember when I used to care but things are only getting worse
One day I'm gonna fucking snap, one day I'm gonna fucking burst
Tired of just feeling nothing, I just wanna fucking burn
Somebody kill me, somebody make me bleed
Looking forward to my death, it's getting harder to breathe
You say you don't wanna leave but you then left
I think at this point I would be better off dead
Can you just tell me what the fuck you want, I've been waiting
Everyone I talk to makes me run out of patience
Everything I see that's talking about my name just hating
[?] hating myself
I just wanna be somebody else
I know in the ending, I might go to hell
[?], okay

[Bridge]
I don't want your words of kindness, I don't want your words of kindness, I don't want them
I don't want your words of kindness, I don't want your words of kindness, I don't want them
Told me I'm a parrot, that's 'cause I already know
Told me that I'm not productive and I cannot even focus
Told me I can't even do a fucking thing 'cause I'm the slowest
And pretend to be surprised
Pretend to be fine, because it works every time
And you can pretend to care like you usually do

[Verse 2]
Everything is usual, nothing ever changes
Do I have a problem or do I just like complaining?
Everybody around me just always fucking changing
I can't even take it
What I gotta do to find somebody to replace you?
And I need somebody to go ahead and take my place too
It's not going anywhere, this shit is just a hobby
If I try and end myself, then who is gonna stop me?

[Bridge]
Send me to a therapist already
Actually, I do not even know if that can help me
Did you know that everything you said was gon' affect me?
Getting to my head too quickly, you can't even help me
Getting to my head too quickly, I think I'm just stressing
Guess that meant that you give up on me already
It won't make a difference, nothing that I ever say or do will make a difference
I don't know if I'm stupid or just different
Sometimes I wish you'd just listen

[Outro]
Whatever