Miracle

I wake up
And start my everyday routine
Of working hard at feeling sorry for myself
And after lunch I close my eyes
And wish to god that I could change
But when I wake up I'm still very much myself
And I'm a long way from believing
That I'm gonna be ok
Such a long way from believing
That I'll escape
This feeling that I hate
And it's miracle that we are here today
With all the pain we put ourselves through over nothing
Cuz if you think hard
Youll know soon it will be ok
And you'll be holding on to someone
Holding on to someone
I wake up
And start my everyday routine
Of wondering what in the world I'm gonna do
Cuz things are falling into place
But I can't appreciate them
'cuz if last time fell apart then this might too
And I'm a long way from believing
That I'm gonna be ok
Such a long way from believing
That I'll escape
This feeling that I hate
And it's miracle that we are here today
With all the pain we put ourselves through over nothing
Cuz if you think hard
Youll know soon it will be ok
And you'll be holding on to someone
Holding on to someone
Dimly lit my porch lights
I can see your eyes
And they are staring into my face
Staring into my face
I should trust what I see in them
And know the time is right
But still I'll take the easy road and wait
I've got to stop being scared
And using time that isn't there
'cause I could die tomorrow or today
Control is resting on my side
But knowing just would not be right
And that's not how I wanna live my life
And it's miracle that we are here today
With all the pain we put ourselves through over nothing
Cuz if you think hard
Youll know soon it will be ok
And you'll be holding on to someone
Holding on to someone
And it's miracle that we are here today
With all the pain we put ourselves through over nothing
Cuz if you think hard
Youll know soon it will be ok
And you'll be holding on to someone
Holding on