Mind Suicide

Disintegrate my mind back to it’s core
I would do anything to not feel anymore
Falling asleep with visions of gore
I’ve never done so much but i always feel like i need
More
I’ll never be enough
For myself
People think they hate me
But i hate myself more
Everything i’ve been doing has got me closer to the morgue
The end of my fucking days plays inside of my head every single day
Tunnel vision twenty four seven
For three hundred sixty five days

Days
I’m still counting down the fucking days
Until you walk back into my life and make it all go away
Away
Make this fucking pain go away
Ever since it happens there’s nothing but dark clouds heading in my way
Disintegrate my mind back to it’s core
I would do anything to not feel anymore
Falling asleep with all these visions of gore
I’ve never done so much but its still missing something more
Yeah
Still counting down the days
Still counting down the
Days
Still counting down the days
Counting down the fucking days
Until you walk back into my life and make it all go away
Go away
Ever since it happens there’s nothing but dark clouds heading in my way
Death is heading my way
Disintegrate my mind back to it’s core
I dont want to ever feel this anymore
Falling asleep with visions of the way it was before
I’ve never done so much with my life but now i
Now i now i
I don’t want it
Anymore