​Mind of a Freak

[Verse 1]
I'm sick but they don't know what to call it
Bad habits, I don't know when they started
Two fresh cigarette burns on the carpet
I try to turn my demons into crosses
Karmas a bitch and I've done wrong
I still don't know where I belong
Took a shot but I always miss the target
This life ain't for the faint hearted
(I gave it everything)

[Chorus]
I've got the mind of a freak, life's not all that it seems
I don't know what to believe in I'm scared
I've got the mind of a freak, I hear voices in my sleep
Sometimes I wish I could see what's not there

[Verse 2]
Toxic thoughts on loop, I hate it
I wish these drugs would change it
I made this bed I lay in
Fall to my knees keep praying
Somedays I wish I could hide behind makeup
Light up and burn the whole bridge when they change up
Rather spend my nights alone not with fake love
I don't wanna wake up, I don't wanna wake up

[Chorus]
I've got the mind of a freak, life's not all that it seems
I don't know what to believe in I'm scared
I've got the mind of a freak, I hear voices in my sleep
Sometimes I wish I could see what's not there

[Bridge]
I've got the mind of a freak
Cry for help when I'm weak
Don't know what I believe

[Chorus]
I've got the mind of a freak life's not all that it seems
I don't know what to believe in I'm scared
I've got the mind of a freak, I hear voices in my sleep
Sometimes I wish I could see what's not there