Million Tears

When I think about you and all the things that we been through, you an angel, you was gold at the end of the rainbow, for the time that we spent I was thankful
When I think about you and all the things that we been through, you the devil, you love bite harder than a pitbull, you make me wanna put my pistol to my temple

I've cried a million tears
I've cried a million

I was livin' out my dream now I'm in a nightmare, tossin' and turnin' this life ain't fair
I'm dyin' from the pain tryin' to get through but it's tough, life ain't a movie and love ain't enough
Everybody warned me I didn't wanna listen, now I'm all alone gettin stoned and trippin'
I must have been a phase, thought it was forever now I'm livin' in a daze
Starin' at the blue sky but it looks gray today, ain't no super hero gonna come save the day
You can cut the tension with a blunt razor blade
Then she packed up her clothes and she faded away, time will heal all wounds but what about now
I'm in shock and I'm hurt deep down nothin' can make it better not even fuckin' a hoe
Not even if I'm rockin' at a sold out show. I'm not a loser I ain't lookin' for no pitty shit
I'm just tryin' to get it out I'm feelin' like an idiot, I even made her a song, asked her to marry me that didn't last long
We signed on the dot she still had a question she never really got me or my profession
I really really thought that she was my best friend, I must have forgot, will I ever learn a lesson
Probably not, I'm a stupid motherfucker sometimes, cryin' as I write every single one of these lines
Tears fallin' down my cheeks all over a bimbo, she took my confidence and threw it out the window
Left me in the house all I got is my dog breeze, I'm just tryin' to heal god take away the pain please
I showed her how to take a bong hit of Mary Jane, we used to lay up in the bed and listen to the rain
We used to text every minute on the phone, now I'm back from the tour and I'm sittin' all alone
I really thought my life was gonna be diffrent I'm wrong, now I'm here writin' words to a song, that I don't wanna write
But I gotta get it out, I still hear her voice like she's walkin' through the house, I don't wanna go out and have a breakdown
I might see her with a new man downtown

I've cried a million tears
I've cried a million
I've cried a million tears
I've cried a million

When I think about you and all the things that we been through, you the best, you the heart still beatin' in my chest, you the reason I ain't settlin' for less
When I think about you and all the things that we been through, you the worst, carin' more about the money in your purse, now I'm feelin' that your love is a curse

When I think about you and all the things that we been through, you an angel, you was gold at the end of the rainbow, for the time that we spent I was thankful
When I think about you and all the things that we been through, you the devil, you love bite harder than a pitbull, you make me wanna put my pistol to my temple

Love me, and hold me, cause I need, to know that you'll be there
Love me, and hold me, cause I need, to know that you'll be there

I've cried a million tears
I've cried a million
I've cried a million tears
I've cried a million
I've cried a million tears