This song follows Miles thoughts towards the end of his 9tails career, 9tails music following predominantly grew when he was producing emotional music as an outlet for him to deal with them, when he fixed his life and removed the problems in his life he wanted to branch out and make less emo centred...
[Intro]
Yeah, I touch you and I remember the touch (Ayy, ayy)
Remember myself
Ayy (Okay, okay)
[Verse]
She miss the old me
Ten thousand other people do too, I'm lonely
Hard to move forth when backwards is the gold me
At least so I been told
If I recycle a project, they'd think it never gets old
Switch my life and fix it up
And fans want me to suck it up
And fuck it up
Just to bring back the emotion
It's funny, change is the process that brought those tears into motion
And onto the track
Every vent was vital when I think of days back (Back)
Border suicidal was what gave me all the tracks
At least the ones that really smashed (Boom)
People'd push me back there every day to make it slap
Now what kind of fucked up love is that? (I don't know)
Especially since they're the only ones I talk to
All these recent drops, you think I leave my own roof, you're mistaken
I miss my friends and family while life keeps changing
I been rearranging everything around my music
Offered help I'm turning down just so I can put me through it
Maybe if I hurt enough it'd blow up all my new shit
Alyssa told me I'm enough and I shouldn't be stupid
[Bridge]
You can crack the code if you try
Recognize all the damage to your mind
Let your friend know you love him 'fore he dies
People fade out, people never try
I'm away tonight
Further than beside me
Further than the sky
The moongod is what guides me
Speaking nothings
To the audience inside me
Burnt leaves taking breaks to let my eyes breathe
[Outro]
You are now hearing 'bout the comedown
Slept in late, put the song out late
Always high as fuck when I walk 'round
Took that nap 'cause I been too baked
You are now hearing 'bout the comedown
Ice cube tray in the bong, okay
I just wanna pull up Rolls Royce now
But life just didn't work out that way