Midnight love assassin

I was just wondering if it was too late to call you
And if it was I'm sorry, I just, I just wanted a reason
Or an excuse just to talk to you, cause
You know what?
It's okay, you can just call me later
(Hello)
You said I'm selfish and I can't get out my head
You said, "That I am nothing
You allowed me to be who I am"
And I tossed it around
Then why do I hate how I feel (hate myself)
It's love, but how does one hate when it's real?
It's sucks, that I can't explain how I feel
Ain't that done with practice?
Cause I'm tired of the acting
You pull up make it happen
Your midnight love assassin
Am I too brash for saying that
I don't wanna be the one who's picking up your heart again
Cause I fucked up (causе I fucked up)
And I mean that
And I want love (and I want lovе)
And you seen that
But is it time to focus on myself
Cause all I ever wanted from you was love
Never knew what we were missing
But I knew when you were here I
I found love
So who's gon' fight that?
Kevin I'm not answering the phone anymore
(Hello)

I know it sounds silly to you, but do it for me please