Everyday feels the same
Around here nothing change
Why do I feel so fucking dead
Must be from the hole thats in my head
Or the rope around my neck
Tatting up my skin
Im helpless dead man walking in
The world alone count me out
Fuck the clout im burning down
The churches in my town
Release the hounds
Handing out death like its halloween
Knife marks engraved in my skin
I can hardly think
Its controlling me
I start to think its a part of me
The drugs n I are best friends dont you see
Its not killing me its helping me
Avoid the shit you put me through
Erase the thoughts and truths
Confined myself to the booth
And studio, locked up in my room
Pop more bowls n chug the rum
Light the smoke and fill a blunt
Crush a pill to make me numb
Shoot up til im gone
Embrace it all I never run
Have you ever hung out with the scum
Fuck you raw until you cum
Play with guns while on drugs
From the trees is where he hung
No longer fucking with my past no
Accepting that I won't last long
Getting closer to my last day
Get scraped off the pavement
Making blood stains in the basement
Always chasing nightmares
Body aching
Take more drugs to save me
Mind goes vacant black im always blanking
Im fucking dangerous
Should I use the knife or the rope
Fuck it all its the same shit
Let me spill your blood lemme get a taste of it
I was saved from sin now my soul is his
I am the king of the tormented souls of this
Dying place, armageddon in my dreams
The drugs and I have formed a team
Now we the ones that pull the strings
I already know I can never win
Imma end up dead
Wait I got it all wrong
I already am
Become the sacrificial lamb
So fuck my name
Im giving in
All the light is going dim
Worse off than I was before
Sorry I can't help it man
Cursed I am sick within
Poison flowin in my veins
Hate burns within my skin
Bloodshed is my intent
I am sin, I am him
The dirtboy with a fuckin grin
Cigarettes keep seepin in
Fuck I will never quit
Cuz im never chill I need this shit
Keep me lucid bitch I never trip
Put you under underneath
Then I kill myself
Afterlife is eternal hell
Thats why im avoiding it
I dont care I couldn't give a shit
I can't fucking feel
Watch me choke this bitch
Dont come around this hopelessness
Ive chosen this im owning it
Sin my heart is frozen in
Ant stop now I begin giving in
Im letting go of everything
In my basement getting bent
Im blocking out the sentiments
I can tell you're hesitant
To mess with me you fuck with me
Its guaranteed you'll end up dead
They thinking im the devils kid
Come catch my blade with your ribs
Your blood im soaked in it
I fucking love this shit
The violence, drugs and sex
Its a part of me a second sense
Keep you here come die with me
Girl im not alive you see
Misery loves a little company
Im not up set im just a head
Im not stressed I just need my fix
Choking on the smoke from cigarettes
Take a fucking guess
Whos life im taking next
Probably mine im a fucking mess
Thats my epithet
Dirt fillin up my head
I can only make muddy sense
Cuz my dome is wetted from the tech
Only emptiness inside my chest
Fell like a fucking waste of breath
No life in me im feeling dead
Fuck a bitch and fuck respect
Just gimme tons of fucking death
I kill em all im psychopathic
Then imma go and stop some traffic
Watch me wreak some fucking havoc
Turning all the sadness into madness
Fuck you mean
This is practice
Touch me once ill cop your casket
Say one word ill get to stabbing
Slicing throats like an assassin
Throw the body parts into trash bin