Middle school flashback

[Chorus]
Sometimes i wonder how i got here
Sometimes i wonder why i'm even trying
Sometimes i wonder what i want here
This pain in my chest makes me feel like i'm dying
Sitting all alone in my backyard
So down bad playing guitar
And nobody knows me
I'm just a ghost wearing all black clothing
Walking through the hallway i hear their words
I just ignore it even tho it hurts
It hurts, it hurts

[Chorus]
Sometimes i wonder how i got here
Sometimes i wonder why I'm even trying
Sometimes i wonder what i want herе
This pain in my chest makes me feel likе i'm dying
Sitting all alone in my backyard
So down bad playing guitar
And nobody knows me
Im just a ghost wearing all black clothing
Walking through the hallway i hear their words
I just ignore it even tho it hurts
It hurts, it hurts