Middle of the night

[Chorus]
Why you holdin' a grudge
While you holdin' a gun
Why you smokin' on something and y'all don't know what the fuck it is
I been focused for what
Cuz the high hopes I'm running with
You high hoping for something to pull you out of the struggling
Fuck if that's your mentality
Sadly that ain't reality
So you battling with the fact that shit never gone change
That's why these locals they fuckin with what I'm doing in public tryna kick it go suck a dick y'all just hope for the fame
And watch your tone when you talk
I'm not the one to put up with all that phony big tough shit why you posing a front
I'm slightly hopeful but fuck am I bi polar or somethin'
With thoughts of loadin' a gun while I'm crying holding it up

[Bridge]
I just wanna be myself
In a world full of hate and I don't need no help
You don't know me of well
Keep thinking you do when you don't
We probably got a lot in common but you wouldn't know

[Verse]
More than just an organism
In a foreign prison
When this shits in orbit spinnin'
Thinkin' that I'm sorta gifted
Gotta different sorta vision
Light the torch and grip the sword and swing it
Through the forest splittin' anybody go to war against him
Due to torture when the mental purgatory forming in em
Which of course had then just led to writing and recording writtens
Fuck conforming bitch your life is boring to me so I built my own fuckin lane and you can't break outta the norm of shit

[Chorus]
Why
Why they try to use me like I owe em something all your fucking lies
And I don't wanna be here on my own but I can't trust a soul in sight
And yall ain't never hear me when I spoke because it isn't what you like
But fuck it I could pack my stuff and leave my home in the middle of the night
Why
Why they try to use me like I owe em something all your fucking lies
And I don't wanna be here on my own but I can't trust a soul in sight
And yall ain't never hear me when I spoke because it isn't what you like
But fuck it I could pack my stuff and leave my home in the middle of the night