MIDDLE OF THE END (HOW DOES IT FEEL)

[Verse 1]
I know I do it to myself
I know I'm putting you through hell
If you could see inside my shell
You'd see that I'm in hell as well
I know our time is running thin
Where did we start, where do we end?
I say I'd do it all again
But I hate paying for my sins

[Pre-Chorus]
So I just close the door
When I can't give no more

[Chorus]
'Cause all I do is get fucked up
Go to bed, wake up and repeat it
Lost boy, I don't wanna feel no love
Spending too much time with my demons
When it all comes down, you're gonna thank me
Know it hurt but it was for a reason
Too deep, I don't think you can save me
You can't wait for me to believe it

[Post-Chorus]
So how doеs it feel?
Now you'll never be ablе to forget me
Swallowing pills
Try to forget 'cause I hate remembering
And everything you said
It tears me apart, I can't keep pretending
How does it feel
To be stuck in the middle of the ending?

[Verse 2]
And I said I'll try it 'til the end
I broke my back to comprehend
All of the things I can't defend
But it's just easy to pretend
And I'm not myself when I'm upset
So I drink all day 'til I forget
And I'm not quite sure what you expect
You fell in love with my regrets

[Pre-Chorus]
So I just close the door
When I can't give no more

[Chorus]
'Cause all I do is get fucked up
Go to bed, wake up and repeat it
Lost boy, I don't wanna feel no love
Spending too much time with my demons
When it all comes down, you're gonna thank me
Know it hurt but it was for a reason
Too deep, I don't think you can save me
You can't wait for me to believe it

[Post-Chorus]
So how does it feel?
Now you'll never be able to forget me
Swallowing pills
Try to forget 'cause I hate remembering
And everything you said
It tears me apart, I can't keep pretending
How does it feel
To be stuck in the middle of the ending?
How does it feel
To be stuck in the middle of the ending?