microtonal ghost

[Kittydog]
Uncontrollably phasing
In and out of place
My reflection escapes
When there’s meant to be space

I'm between expectations
I'm supposed to be brave
I just look through myself
Why don’t I see my gaze

All normalcy
Passes through me
You can’t wake me
If I'm dreaming, oh

Maybe I'm supposed to be forever a ghost
Maybe I'm supposed to be creating new tones
Slipping through eternity I’ll do it alone
Haunting my only weakness

What a mystery
Why I'm in this place
An empty building
Where there once was grace
Not up above
And not down below
Same space as the living
Strangely composed

They say I “passed on”
But I'm still right here
Soul staying stagnant
Over the years
Body so buried
Sealed my regrets
You’ll hear my voices
Constant unrest

Nonexistence
Unexpected
You can’t res me
Tones unbridled
House all fractured
Fading slowly
Harmonizing
With this body

Frames of people
Scattered faces
Blurry mirrors
Broken vases
Shattered windows
Peeling paint
Leaking faucets
My mistakes

I'm living in the afterlife
It’s whatever I make of it
I had a look at normalcy
There’s feelings being heaven-sent
It’s never gonna be the same
Floating into my own shame
There’s battle scars on my flowers
Growing from my tattered grave

[Teto & Eri]
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[Kittydog]
Battle scars on my garden and clothes
Now you hear my frequencies arose
When you see this microtonal ghost
Wake me up from this nightmarish doze

When you see all I've grown
You won't have to do it alone
Blooming from my ghoulish tone
It’s just enough to recompose