MIA.

[Intro]
"What? Sounds like a good idea. I don't know if you really want to though. Fuck it, doesn't matter anyways. Everything matters. You're in control here, you are in control. No one is in control. You're just going through the emotions. You know what? Fuck you guys. Just leave me alone, please."

[Verse]
Lost what I had and I can't get it back
'Cause I'm stuck in a mind that just always attacks
Every hope that I have, every thought that ain't bad
It just turns it around till my heart turns to black
So I feel like a body with no life inside
My favorite hobby is hoping to die
This hate inside me is waiting to fly
So I'll sit back and wait for the day that you lie
My only purpose is wondering why
Everyone that is happy could never be I
You wanna save me but don't even try
'Cause I'll just fuck it up I'm not worth any time
Drag me to Hell, that's where I belong
You prolly can't tell, I'm not really strong
I just do not give a fuck about life
I can't see any light I must be fucking blind
Fuck feelin' love that shit too hard to find
Lately my life ain't been feelin' like mine
I'm always upset but it's honestly fine
I'm just using excuses to go and get high
I like having reasons to not even care
I hate that I'm breathing so smoke is my air
Pumping my lungs full of poison
It's bad and I know it, the rush that it gives, I enjoy it
God if you hear me, just fucking delete me
Stuck in a world that I know doesn't need me
I need it neither, I need the reaper
Don't get too close I might blow up like creeper
Fuck ups are my craft, how you been? I'm sad
Why am I here? I might dip out like my dad
Don't wanna fight back, imma give up
I made my life bad, I've had enough
Leave me alone
Leave me alone 'cause I'm not what you need
I wanna go
There for you something I never will be
I cannot take this life anymore
Happiness something I never will see
I'm broke as fuck, got a 10, buy a g
My heart is sore
I might go MIA
Brains I might blow
You wouldn't care anyway, I'm all that's in my way
I might just end up dead on the floor
I pray for death everyday

[Outro]
*auditory agony*