Metempsychosis

[Verse 1: Hex-One]
So what this life worth? (What)
One look in my eyes and the price just might hurt
With infinite ways doin' difficult days still the night's worse
With pain so deep it lurks beneath the surface of this iceberg
Destined to fly and my curse to die first lonely and scared? (I don't know man)
The doctors diagnosed knows told my folks to prepare
And say your pray, he knows that being bold through these moments is rare (what)
"Hey doc, ya know we're low on hope but we won't be impaired
I mean it's not the toughest suffer loss if it's only his hair"
There goes my mother being sweet but the severity is bleak
'Cause the results can only guarantee you weak
Was diagnosed when I was twelve-years-old
Usually well through this hell but today the hospital's air feels cold
And yet still the Sun appears brighter (yeah) The skies clearer, I sit higher back on my chair
But the eyes are slackin' my tears light up
Man, this life is always beautiful ain't it?
Through the right perspective God's creation is truly untainted (that's word)
I wish it was different but this is me now
Wow, my bro who used to never even speak with me, he visits me now
We get along great now what's only my sickness that makes this bond break
So double check your list but I think you got the wrong date Lord
Why must we suffer from fate?
The frantic wasn't so great
Some are stuck and prayin' while others just wait
How can I dream to hit the gym and lift a couple of plates? (Pass)
If I could barely lift up a cup and a plate
Just like the puff for the faith
When there's too much on my slate (word)
Would I be able to savor my last supper, but there's nothing to taste (uh)
Life is glorious so sad that mine was one short state (ha)
What I wouldn't give just to live for one more day

[Chorus: Hex-One]
Yo
Is there no compassion without sufferin'?
Or does flower's nectar get spoiled
Leavin' the soil infested with a foul substance?
Even the Sun could expire or split blink within the infinite
You let the clock run 'til it's tired
We got too much on our minds, still
Some of us leave it all behind
It's a way for others perceivin' if design breathin' to find meanin'
And rise like the wise Phoenix with a reason to be alive, breathin'

[Verse 2: Teknition]
What is life worth?
On second opinion a price just might hurt
The perfect pain search for a certain vein that might work
A parable patches are sterile so my stereostetics
I'm just a pill poppin' heroin addict
Might die of an overdose I hope my folks can prepare
Alone and reachin' out to cope and knowin' no one is there
Poppin' rockies of oxycodines throw my hopes in the air
I'm holdin' on the ropes and showin' despair... yeah
There goes my mother bein' weak 'cause her sincerity, it shrieks
Not sayin' much but her disparity can speak (I hate you)
I'm high on coke and feelin' well to my soul
The help can swell to my cold
I'm in my 20's, yet can't help but feel old
I'm feelin' jittery and weak, the thrill can kill me in my sleep
I party with no drugs suppression still the enemy is me
The thoughts of suicide are dawnin' like the Sun's horizon
At time's I'm stuck definin' life as full of emptiness and lust for dyin' (yeah)
The cars, money, and the plushest diamonds shows I prevail
But yet I failed, that's why the pills are gettin' flushed for tryin'
Wishin' it was different, but this is me now
Sure I'm sick of my mother, just my brother visits me now
Somehow I know my mom straight, me and her get along great
Just my addiction is makin' our bond break
Still contemplatin' I done lost faith
Still got a suicide sensation I noticed another patient that's in arm's length
That's from my train of thought, unleashed and put my brain in awe
Riddled with cancer, he giggled with laughter with a blatant charm (it's crazy)
Eye's just as wide as the constellations are, with a heart that's bigger
Thought survival is slimmer than a grain of salt (what?)
I guess for him life is one short state (damn)
What would make a man not want to live for one more day?

[Chorus: Hex-One]
Is there no compassion without sufferin'?
Or does flower's nectar get spoiled
Leavin' the soil infested with a foul substance?
Even the Sun could expire or split blink within the infinite
You let the clock run 'til it's tired
We got too much on our minds, still
Some of us leave it all behind
It's a way for others perceivin' if design breathin' to find meanin'
And rise like the wise Phoenix with a reason to be alive, breathin'