​metamorphosis

[Verse 1]
Who the hell do you think that I am?
Early mornings and a six digit pincode
Empty hallways and lights in my windows at night
Feel like tearing me to pieces, why am I still alive?
I've been tying neckties with my heartstrings
Now you’re checking my room for all the sharp things
And ever since September, been a dead girl, wow
No sleep like Laura ‘cause I'm haunted by my own ghost now

[Chorus]
Spent the last seventeen years living in my head
Now it's time to break free let the chrysalis shed
I’ve been dreaming that I'm falling, gonna end up dead
Now is this the last day that my blood runs red?
The last seventeen years living in my head
Now it's time to break free let the chrysalis shed
I've been dreaming that I'm falling, gonna end up dead
Now is this the last day that my blood runs red?

[Verse 2]
And you've been breaking through my silence
Mind is vacant, feel the pressure, eyes are sightless
You haven't seen me at my worst, you haven't seen me ever
I’m just another fucking idiot who thinks she’s clever
Yeah it's just another flaw to blame on my depression
I’m sick of fake allies and microaggressions

[Bridge]
I look in the mirror and break into pieces
The pounding inside of my chest just increases
Now I don't care if you hate me
I don't give a fuck, I'm a popstar like eighty

[Chorus]
Spent the last seventeen years living in my head
Now it’s time to break free let the chrysalis shed
I've been dreaming that I'm falling, gonna end up dead
Now is this the last day that my blood runs red?
The last seventeen years living in my head
Now it's time to break free let the chrysalis shed
I've been dreaming that I'm falling, gonna end up dead
Now is this the last day that my blood runs red?

[Bridge]
The last seventeen years lying in my bed
The last seventeen years wishing I was dead
The last seventeen years, I haven't lived one day
It took seventeen years to learn to fly away

[Drop]
The next
Seventeen!
It might be worth it
Seventeen!
I'll be a goddess
Seventeen!
I'll learn to fly away