Messy as My Mind

58 miles away
From mother and father they
Call me to ask how my day was
And I always lead with the same words

"Fine thank you, how are you?"
But frankly I'm rather blue
Won't let them on to my feelings
I'll just confide in the ceilings

I've been bed bound trying to unwind
In a room as messy as my mind
Used to feel so unconfined
But I'm not that way inclined
Now the voice inside my head is so unkind

Days blending into one
Burning out in the sun
June and July saw me beaming
And now that it's colder I'm sleeping

I'm stuck, caught in a loop
My head's fucked cause there's nothing to do

I've been bed bound trying to unwind
In a room as messy as my mind
Used to feel so unconfined
But I'm not that way inclined
Now the voice inside my head is so unkind

I wish I could put this thing to bed
As easily as I do myself
Maybe I would dream and get some rest
Oh, that would be the best

But I'm stuck, I'm caught in a loop
Such bad luck when there's nothing to do

I've been bed bound trying to unwind
In a room as messy as my mind
Used to feel so unconfined
But I'm not that way inclined
Now the voice inside my head is so unkind

I've been bed bound trying to unwind (I've been, I've been bed bound)
In a room as messy as my mind(messy as my mind)
Used to feel so unconfined
But I'm not that way inclined
Now the voice inside my head is so unkind