Messed up

(Chorus)
I can't find myself but u can find me in the backdoor
Fuck my whole life because im so fucking messed up
All night i pray to devil so that i dont wake up
Break my every bone as u wanted i wanna full cup

Im fucking skeleton dying on my dirty bed
Put my pain into the tones i dont need a fucking dad
Now im better all alone u can talk but i dont care
Its hard to live with my brain watch my notes inside the flame

(Verse)
Fuck ur god devil showed me the light
In this fucking city every shit wanna fight
Blood flows through the veins i wait for the night
I know im not perfеct but i won't let u cry

Before i pass out i wanna feel likе something more
They said im nothing now these bitches are calling on my phone
I need one last kiss then i can turn to bones
Give me ur hand because u know i might not be here long

(Chorus)
I can't find myself but u can find me in the backdoor
Fuck my whole life because im so fucking messed up
All night i pray to devil so that i dont wake up
Break my every bone as u wanted i wanna full cup

Im fucking skeleton dying on my dirty bed
Put my pain into the tones i dont need a fucking dad
Now im better all alone u can talk but i dont care
Its hard to live with my brain watch my notes inside the flame