Message to myself

[Verse]
So you said I should change
Change my thoughts
You said I keep lying
But what the fuck about yours
You said I can't face it
And this pain is yours
Keep moving forward nigga
But what about now?
What about now?
Yeah, what about now?
Everything's the same 'cause I know I'm not fucking changing it
You think I'm insane but I've seen life and it's amazing bitch
Talking to yourself well you must be fucking crazy shit
I think it's amazing you're still standing here
'cause your a fucking ugly, useless, stupid ass bitch
You think your worth it, do you? Nigga fucking quit
I can't take it, fuck you, hope you slit your wrists
Bitch I hate you, love you, you're still such a kid
Man I hate you, fuck it, I don't wanna be you
I'm stuck here, lost, and I can't stand to see you
I'm helpless, alone, in a mind so deceitful
I guess I'm just gone, and I don't need a sequel
I'm gone, fuck it, I'm gone
I can write life like I write in my songs
I can keep moving but it ain't moving on
I can keep saving, but when it's all gone
Nah, fuck it, I'm gone

[Outro]
Yeah
Nah, fuck it, I'm gone
Nigga, I'm gone
Nigga, I'm gone
Nigga, I'm gone