Message To Myself

[Chorus]
Time and time again I tried
To get your heart back to me
Why did I even try?
'Cause you are with another guy
Thought it was worth it, but it's worthless
I fucked up, and now I'm hurting
Sometimes I think I deserve it
Do I deserve it?
Can't write songs, I can't write verses
In real life, I feel unnerving
In person, I feel uncertain
If I'm worth living

[Bridge]
The clock is ticking
Can't waste no time
The world is spinning
Don't leave me now
Let me come with you
Let me come with you
Let me come with you

[Verse]
Time and time again I tried
Kill me now, and do it right
Fucked up once, won't do it twice
My biggest mistake was being nice
I fucked up, and I'm feeling gone
I fucked up, and I'm feeling wrong
Let me sing you this song
Before you go home

[Chorus]
Time and time again I tried
To get your heart back to me
Why did I even try?
'Cause you are with another guy
Thought it was worth it, but it's worthless
I fucked up, and now I'm hurting
Sometimes I think I deserve it
Do I deserve it?
Can't write songs, I can't write verses
In real life, I feel unnerving
In person, I feel uncertain
If I'm worth living