​message to my previous self

[Intro]
(Fony wallace)
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[Verse]
Little boy listen up, keep your fucking head up
This ain't what the fuck you want, you need to man the fuck up
But lately, I do not know where to go
Who does? no funds gonna help you find yourself, you are lost
Nothing ever gonna find you, so stop waitin'
There's no help you're gonna come to, so stop beggin'
And start paintin' the makin' of gettin' up and escapin'
The fucking coffin you lay in
So grab your life and then change it and stop complainin'
And you don't even know you've got the tools right in front of (your face)
Starrin' at you at you all along but you've just been too pussy (to change)
So be a man and quit dwellin'
Build a ladder to the hole that you fell in
Stop diggin', you and will not find something diffеrent
And when you get out nеver ever stop buildin' it no
You're contemplatin' and beggin' it's manifestin' itself
Logic is retarded thinkin' light just gonna shine in this hell
Stop seeking universal validation and start validatin' yourself
Bluff until you make it
You can't change the fucking cards you been dealt
And when you fucking make it
Teach the rest that you don't need a full house
And if they telll you, you didn't slap the motherfucking words out they mouth, THEY FUCKING—
And yes, I know it's tough but fuck whatever you thinking, it is dumb
Thought the thought of getting up is demotivatin'
Just searching for nun
B-but let me tell you sum
I promise it's there you just need to move on
And yes—and yes you are alive
So stop convincing yourself that you are not

[Interlude]
(Echos of the cries are getting louder all I feel is numb
I think my consciousness just fucking died and now I'm feeling nun
Ego death via the darkest nights
There's no way that there's more to life
No light to find, the times I've tried to change the minds, of higher—)

[Pre-Outro]
FUCK YOUR ENVIRONMENT
YOU CANNOT SHAPE IT, YOUR BY YOURSELF
SO GET YOUR SORRY ASS OFF OF THE PAVEMENT
AND CHANGE YOUR HEALTH
CHANGE YOUR FUTURE NOT THE FACTS
GET YOUR BRAIN UP OUT THE PAST
BECAUSE THE PRESENT ALL YOU HAVE
STOP WASTING YOUR TIME AND USE IT FAST FOR ALL OF ITS—

[Outro]
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