Mess It Up

You′re asking to see me
A couple times a week
I like it when I'm there with you

And then I overthink about
How you′re probably talking to
A million other girls
Which one you'll pick over me
And how you're gonna let me down

So now I start picking fights and ignoring you
Pull away and pretend I don′t want you
I really wish I could
Let it just be good

But I go and mess it up
′Cause I don't want us getting close
I′d rather you go
I have it in my head
You'll leave just like the rest, I don′t know
I'd rather you go
I′ll ruin any chance of happy endings
If things are going well, then I'll begin it
I'll just mess it up
I′ll go and mess it up

I used to wanna be in love
See what it was like
I gave myself away enough
Too early and too many times

That′s why I start picking fights and ignoring you
Pull away and pretend I don't want you
I really wish I could
Let it just be good

But I go and mess it up
′Cause I don't want us getting close
I′d rather you go
I have it in my head
You'll leave just like the rest, I don′t know
I'd rather you go
I'll ruin any chance of happy endings
If things are going well, then I′ll begin it
I′ll just mess it up
I'll go and mess it up, uh

I wish it wasn′t so damn hard to
Not think of all the ways it could go wrong
But I think of all the ways it could go wrong

So I go and mess it up
'Cause I don′t want us getting close
I'd rather you go
I have it in my head
You′ll leave just like the rest, I don't know
I'd rather you go
I′ll ruin any chance of happy endings
If things are going well, then I′ll begin it
I'll just mess it up
I′ll go and mess it up