Mess

I’m questioning my own life
I don’t wanna drive you crazy
But there’s something that it’s missing
And that’s my rationality

Or maybe I’ve been wrong my whole life
And that’s a part of being young and then grow up
But since she gone there’s a mess in my head
And I can’t feel anything else, I'm totally numb

Maybe I just need changes
Hanging out with multiple girls
And feeling less guilty
Cuz now we are nothing more than friends
And baby I just wanna take it slow
I don’t wanna rush anything more
Cuz I'm scared as fuck, if you love me more
Then I do with you, that’ll be my fault

Cuz I don’t wanna fuck you and then
Throw you in the dust
Cuz you deserve way more than a fucking cunt
And no I don’t miss her, she my only regret
It’s just that im not ready to be in love again
And what’s a couple if not two heads in a body
And I’m still struggling a lot with my own body
Cause since she gone, I swear, my all is a mess
And all I think about is living and loving myself