Mess

Stack of books
I'll never read
I'm sorry i'm not smarter
If i focus any harder
My eyes are gonna bleed

Ideas in notebooks
I'll never touch
Aggravation, manipulation
Is all i've known of love

Can you blame me?
Can you try to be gentle?

I'm a tough girl
I'll never not be
I've got scars in weird places
Places even i can't see
A mess like mommy & daddy
I'll never forgive
I've tried but i die each time
I think of all
The shit they did

Can you blame me?
Can you try to bе gentle?
Can you not yell at mе?
Can you try to be gentle?

Illnesses
I'll never be over it
I'm fucked in the head
Ruin everything
& it ain't my fault one bit

Can you blame me?
Can you try to be gentle?

If not, you can leave if you need
Man, i'm more like my mother
Than i ever thought i'd be