​mercury.

[Verse]
Drunk, stuck, don't give a fuck, I still ain't had me enough
Why so shook? Knew what was up, I never lied about none
I told you I wasn't what you were still searching to find
You hurt you, I was just taking advantage and passing the time
I'm not even what's close to divine
I lost hope and I never will find
It again, I'm in the shit again, I'm never fitting in
God I know that I'm not getting in
Your heaven, I'm hellbent on my only purpose
You think I'm at the top but I feel like I'm losing
Life's hard wanna stop, something in me keep choosing
To fight off these thoughts that tell me let it off
That tell me that I'm not worth еverything that I got
That bitch ain't care, why the fuck should I?
Thеre's some in the air that makes me wanna die
So why do I fight? When I think I'm lost?
Maybe because I can only fight when lost
Stuck in a cycle, that's how my life go
Honestly think that I'm psycho
Midnight, can't keep my eyes closed
I might need Nyquil, I never like it when I feel
Like I can't sleep cause you'll be in my dreams
Even when you don't care you're the one that I see
In my life for the rest of eternity
Why this love in my chest keep on burning me?
Why the girl that I love keep on hurting me?
Don't know what's wrong with me
Everyone always deserting me
God why the fuck did you burden me? Death is an urgency
All my emotions are murking me