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[Chorus]
I been feeling low for so long
That my head ain't right
Yeah, I feel like something's wrong
I barely sleep at night
I obsess over these songs
I obsess over my actions
Don't know how to right my wrongs
I ain't need a reason, I'm beefing with my nutrition
I feel like these rules are rooted in superstition
I don't need convincing to get there's no point in living
I hate to pass the time and I look forward to kickin' it

[Verse 1]
For now I spit these verses
Believe 'em like it's a sermon
Could you show me how to love?
Because, girl, I am learning with you
I'm not perfect
I oftеn don't think I'm worth
Another second on this earth
I'm rеally hoping I can earn one with you
The sky's never been so blue
I gotta blame it on you
If I get another second on this earth
Man, I hope I get to spend it with you
Get to spend it with you
(And I hope I get to spend it with you)

[Verse 2]
Do what you came to do
I'll be your target
You can unload until I'm afraid of you
My head is foggy and this breaking down is nothing new
I obsess over my sadness, even more so over you
My OCD don't let me think about anything else
Open up your fire now, I'm covered in the welts
Why would anyone choose me
When they could choose somebody else?
What I felt, I don't wanna feel again
"I don't wanna feel again"
That's something I say to my friends
Something I say to myself
Then find a wall to hit my head
I'm learning to control it, but it's better that than dead
I spiral uncontrollably off one thing that you said
And time after time again I'm losing friends
And I can't take being alone again
I told myself that I'd try, I'm depressed again
It's hard to give advice when I'm also so stuck in my head
They tell me take a break, but I'll just stress myself out instead, yeah

[Chorus]
I been feeling low for so long
That my head ain't right
Yeah, I feel like something's wrong
I barely sleep at night
I obsess over these songs
I obsess over my actions
Don't know how to right my wrongs
I ain't need a reason, I'm beefing with my nutrition
I feel like these rules are rooted in superstition
I don't need convincing to get there's no point in living
I hate to pass the time and I look forward to kickin' it