Mental Injuries

Destroy my principles for this fame I never did
The principles in all of my schools said I'll never win
My streams are rising everyday my lyrics herorin
I tell the truth so it's a real high that I be selling em
I rememeber coppers everyday just tryna get me in
I really try not to remember people that just let me down
Look girl I ain't lying when I say your my medicine
Am addicted to you when your not around am coming down
No am not singing things will never be the same again
And you won't ever catch me remincing on them days again
Forgave people but I will never be the same with them
Girl if you wanna find me I'll be smoking in the rain again
I get in my feelings sometimes and it gets me mad
I think about some people's ways and it always makes me laugh
I think about my little daughter and it makes me sad
The other day I had to tell my little boy I ain't his dad
Trust me when I say that I've just started getting into this
How long have I been carrying all this mental injuries
I miss my grandad inside my head he's always lingering
Now I've just gotta go to sleep everytime I think of him
Money struggle money stress it always gets me down
It's like we all just tryna swim free but everyday we drown
I try and talk but it's all incorrect the way I sound
The words are on the tip of my tongue but I never get them out
They tryna do me down, they really tryna do me down
You don't wanna be around when I rip this big ruga out
I got hella sticks around me like am playing snooker now
Fuck your little knife pussy I'll bring Freddy Kruger out
It's like everybody's talking but they never seem to listen
You better walk what your talking or you'll end up missing
I wear my heart on my sleeve whilst you wear your kitchen
Little prick I'll put this barrel in your face and leave you pissing

Your looking straight into the eyes of a beast
I've got this built into my hand g you don't ride with no heat
I know my place inside the world so I ain't tryna compete
My little shawty always say am moving right in the sheets
I rememeber being broken hearted over and out
And i was stuck inside a hole from people pulling me down
You little pricks like why you tryna treat me like am a clown
You won't be talking like a boss when my whole fist in your mouth
Look I rememeber playing eye spy with my little girl
And now it's like it's only me, myself and I in this world
Don't be sitting on your arse you gotta try in this world
Cuz we all gotta live and then we gotta die in this world
They just wanna see me switching, so they can play the victim
G I really f'd my life up am just tryna make it different
Try and seperate myself but I don't like the distance
I ain't tryna live a life of broken dreams and broken wishes
Full bottle to my face and I ain't liqured, 5 sessions in the kitchen
4 ready rolled biftas, 3 pair of clean knickers
2 dancers no strippers, 1 chance and no slipping
Zero money no flipping
Full bottle to my face and I ain't liqured, 5 sessions in the kitchen
4 ready rolled biftas, 3 pair of clean knickers
2 dancers no strippers, 1 chance and no slipping
Zero money no flipping
They tryna do me down, they really tryna do me down
You don't wanna be around when I rip this big ruga out
I got hella sticks around me like am playing snooker now
Fuck your little knife pussy I'll bring Freddy Kruger out
It's like everybody's talking but they never seem to listen
You better walk what your talking or you'll end up missing
I wear my heart on my sleeve whilst you wear your kitchen
Little prick I'll put this barrel in your face and leave you pissing