Mental Healing Freestyle

[Intro]
(EJ Beats)
(Dee Major, baby)

[Verse]
I'm tired of this fake-ass love they be giving
Say you ain't the same, but I'm knowin' you ain't different
Off a Perc' right now, I was getting in my feelings
I think people try to hurt me just to see if I'ma feel it
I was tryna feel some things I ain't felt in a lil' minute
I was giving you my heart, my last came with it
You was shootin' for the stars, I was shootin' for a milli'
I was young and I ain't understand, I'm older, now I get it
Call my phone, "What you doin'?" Bitch, I'm workin', I ain't chillin'
Say you love me when I'm down, but hate it when I'm winnin'
I was sober for some years, but I got a junkie in me
Family in the chain gang, I ain't seen 'em in a minute
Black tee, black sheep, I'm the one that you had left out
Stars in the roof, now I'm hеaded to the Westsidе
I'll never fall in love with a bitch, I know she ain't mine
Treat her like the Rollie on the wrist, watch her pass time
Used to be in love, but I learned my lesson back then
I just want a ho who do it better than my last bitch
I'm pourin' up the red, Kayla told me I was damaged
I got problems in my head, baby, I come with some baggage
But Gotti comin' home, I don't wanna see his mama cry
Big boss, I ain't trippin' if a nigga gotta die
Tryna get them M's for that pain in his mama eyes
I gotta be headstrong, but deep down, it's hurtin' me inside
I was down bad, had to call the plug back
I know the script, I'm stickin' to it like a thumbtack
I cut 'em off for playin' games, how you love that?
Shawty got to thuggin' with my heart, I had to thug back
I could press a button on you, bitch, killer pop off
Wanted a lil' guidance, but my daddy, he was lacked up
I wanna see my cousin one more time, but she boxed up
Graveyard, talkin' to the dead, bitch, I'm chopped up
Started from the bottom, now I'm CEOin' business
Granny told me never ever put no trust up in these bitches
When they speakin' from mistakes that they had made, you gotta listen
I'll be workin' 'til the sun comes up, I ain't finished
My brother told me keep that thing on me
Thinkin' to myself like, "Why they changed on me?" Yeah
I'ma pull up on you, gas tank on E
If you love me like you say you do, you gotta show me some
Bae, I gotta see