mental breakdown

[Dummy, why why why why why. why]

I know it's a new year but I'm still suicidal, used to pray to god and I used to hold the Bible. I've never been okay I've never been alright tho. Stopped giving her attention now she's calling to my iPhone

[why, why, why, why]

Why have people done me so dirty cuz I'm full of rage, these people hate my guts I might as well call them the KKK. I'm bleeding too damn much, but don't call the ambulance ok. I guess that I deserve this pain

[Ah , ah, my hand. Ah]

Cuz of my breakdowns I'm full of them damn lines, cuts on my wrist bro don't worry cuz I'm fine. Bro she had played me she stole my heart that night, I'm crying on the floor cuz bro I'm not that guy

[Ah]

It doesn't get better I want to end my life, it doesn't get better I just want to get high. I keep growing up but I don't want to, ion fw her no more I don't like how she moves. Shouldn't have worn white now my cuts they are see through, you saw my wrist now you're staring I see you

I'm different I'm different I'm not for the people, I'm different I don't belong here no. I keep on thinking bout how I'm gon die now, it wouldn't make a difference cause I got nobody now

[you're so stupid, they called me an animal I'm not an animal. I'm not that guy]