Mental Breakdown

I dream of better days, I felt them slip away
I’m trapped inside the fragments of my own worst memories
I’m sick of wasting time, I’m giving up on this life
My finger dancing on the trigger as I pull it tight

I’m fucking losing my mind
I’m lifeless watching the time
I’m locked inside my head and I’ve already left me to die

I’m sick of wasting time
I’m giving up this life
I am through

I miss the days I’m not awake
One less burden, one less mistake
You watch me suffer endlessly in my mind
I sit, I rot, I bleed

I’m sinking down again
Sinking down
You watch mе suffer endlessly in my mind
I sit, I rot, I bleed

And whеn I fade to black
No light inside the abyss
No way left to come back
As I await the death kiss

I sit, I rot, I bleed

I miss the days I’m not awake
One less burden, one less mistake
You watch me suffer endlessly in my mind
I sit, I rot, I bleed

I’m sinking down again
Sinking down
You watch me suffer endlessly in my mind
I sit, I rot, I bleed