MendMind :

[Verse]
(Yeah, Yeah, Okay, Okay, Okay, Okay)
Feeling like the love value is going to lose out again
And I'm hoping that we can forever just not play pretend
And I'm pretending to be them every time I slit my wrists
Pray to God that you're in my future and not in my past sins
Want it, run with the knife in my hand, in case
I got a gun, and I want to end it
I'm falling, drowning in sin
I'm indulging in drugs, and I'm sinning and wildin' and closing in (Yeah)
A couple DMs from these different girls
Why you praying that you get over through the hurdle, yo?
Life can be a tough experience for all of us
But I'm hoping that shit gets better, yeah, just trust in us
And I'm just hoping for a different change in time
I got past sins and scars in my brain, suicide
I'm crossing my mind every time I go reside in the place where I just live at
I ain't tryna do shit, but I like to kill shit, but I like to kill shit
And every moment that we had I swear I cannot focus
And I'm losing every sense of wonder, yeah, I'm steady hoping
Praying for bettering, but that's out my control, bitch
That's out of my control when all the arguments get done
And time tells from the terrorists, attach, we gon' implode
Explode like supernova, I ain't tryna surf on sofas
I ain't tryna be the bum nigga that ain't made it out
Time tells when you don't make it and you in the jail
And I can hope for better days but bitch, you runnin' around
And there's a lot of people in my mind telling me to do better
I read a dictionary so I can understand you better
The periodic table, I got these elements of Sulfite
These niggas talkin' crazy, y'all gone burn marks, they gone die
A dot up on his head, gonna beam him like I'm Hawkeye
It's too crazy to talk about it, but I murder on sight