Mending Scars

Here we go again
Now I’m in my bag again
Just walked out the door I don’t know when I’m coming home again
Just need some time cause she hate the sight of me right now
And you wonder why I think maybe we should slow it down

And I admit that just this time it’s different
Praying but I’m not religious
You been acting real suspicious
Kissing you with bad intentions

Break your heart you break mine back
Empathy is what we lack
And I been hypnotised by all these words you saying

Lying next to you I’m sleeping with somebody I don’t know
Thought you really knew me but it’s funny how this love thing goes
Share you all my secrets now just promise not to let them go
Damn I’m kinda stupid how the fuck was I supposed to know

Well now you know how I feel when you walk back in
Did my best to ignore my feelings
You don’t care about us no more
Broke the trust and it’s not my fault

Why on earth does it get so hard
Leave me be and I fall apart
Can’t you see Im mending scars
Wish you never had my heart

You go talking all that shit behind my back
And your friends are sick of hearing qualities that I lack
You love all the drama
And I believe in karma
If you act like this I could not dare to meet your momma

And I know
That you really wanna call me
Hate it when you get lonely yeah
In the night time
In the daytime she be feeling alright
Cause I’m not her mind no
Focused on the grind no
Got a few likes on her socials now she addicted to the limelight