Memories in a Box

I keep my memories in a box
Just in case im feelin lost
I need to know I’m in control
Can’t hit the road and lose my soul
But if I do
Would you let me know
Or would you sit there
And let me go
Cuz I need to know
I need to know
Can’t lose my soul
Can’t lose my soul

I was never out trappin on my lonely
When I move squad moves nothin low key
Broken locks on the box of my memories
If they spilled out
How would you remember me
Would you only see the hate and the envy
Or trust the process
Like your philly and I’m embid
These are the things I think about lot
Way too much to ever try to hide it in my sock
On the ridge, fam solid as a rock
You can not get what I got
You’re not part of my squad
Aye
No I’m too raw
I can not see what you on
She never wanted me to be better
Always changed up like the weather
And she was never down and I was never round
And she never came and I had no sound
Before I was on it I knew what I always wanted
I always had the dreams of being upper echlong
I wanted all the diamonds and the cars
I wanted everything including you
But when it came time I changed up my mood
She wanna never see me in a musane
Fuckin up all on my mood ring
I do not see her it’s too blaine
But that was how you came
Never ever gonna make you change
So I keep these memories all in my head
And they remember me but they ain’t never gonna ever be a friend of me
They ain’t never ever gonna be a friend of me
Aye

I keep my memories in a box
Just in case im feelin lost
I need to know I’m in control
Can’t hit the road and lose my soul
But if I do
Would you let me know
Or would you sit there
And let me go
Cuz I need to know
I need to know
Can’t lose my soul
Can’t lose my soul