Memories

Don't stay awake for too long
Don't go to bed
I'll make a cup of coffee for your head
I'll get you up and going out of bed

And Lately I been praying for better days
Hoping you would stay
I thought I’d never see the day where you would walk away
Where another man holds your take yo pain away
The insecurities I feel killing me inside
I couldn’t admit I was wrong I guess it was my pride
I feel like a scared kid cuz all i do is hide
I couldn’t fix our problems baby but at least I tried
So many nights I thought about u and I fucking cried
So many questions I been asking I still wonder why
I remember when you’d cry I would wipe yo eyes
I still sit by the phone hoping you’ll reply
Until then I’ll just think about the memories
I love and thank you for the things that you have done for me
I miss your laugh i miss yo smile I miss yo energy
I just wonder if u ever stop and think of me
I been tryna be a man but it ain’t meant for me
Dancing on my grave As I slowly rest my head
Cuz it’s The only time I really feel peace in my head
Smiling at our memories and at all the things you said
Like How you’d tell me that I stopped all of the tears you shed
I miss FaceTiming until you went to bed
Or how i say your pretty and I’d make your cheeks turn red
I’m sorry for every stupid thing I have ever said
And I’m sorry for the things that i have never said
I sit here blame myself for things I didn’t do
Choking up with tears till my fucking face turns blue
When I seen u with him that felt like my funeral
I’m living in my prison and it’s fucking miserable

Don't stay awake for too long
Don't go to bed
I'll make a cup of coffee for your head
I'll get you up and going out of bed