Memories

You see my memories not meant to be
They heavy on my eyelids
My dream turned to a nightmare and I'm screamin' and there's silence
No ones gonna hear me out cause
I keep rhymin' in the violence
In this broke and darkened world I wanna be the one that shines big, yeah
And I will achieve my goals
But no ones gonna get it til I'm stepping out the Rolls wearin' all gold and stones
But I'm not the best yet so ill keep on workin at it
I'm definin' my mold
My flow is smooth but there's no butter on theses tracks
I'm not trynna brag, I am just trynna relax
And bring facts into the game so you'll quit talkin' bout gats and these racks
Put lies to death and then just lay em in stacks
Whatchu talkin' bout, that drugs make you creative?
Well I won't be sedated when I'm grinding on the haters
They be talkin' bout "yo Wilson how's ya RAPPIN?"
Well while you sittin' laughin' I been puttin forth some action now I'm grindin shinin and I'm applyin' all of my strategies and now that I Been doing work they call me one of the main attractions
You still laughin' well I wanna hear a joke
I'm doin something with my life instead of being lifeless folk
You just pokin' fun, you just mad that I be thrivin'
I won't lie I been there too I once was mad that dudes were shinin'
But now I'm on, just trynna' gain respect
I'm not out for collectin' checks I just will be the one that's next
I'm turning necks while I'm walkin' down the streets
Shining hard and I won't stop I won't admit defeat unless I'm dead
I guess that then I'll turn some heads