Memories

I've drained myself so deep in every single way that i can stand
And i've seen my friends all leave it's left me in the mess that i'd made
And i just can't help but think that maybe i deserve what i get
I tell myself i don't really care ignoring all the evidence

So give me one more shot and i'ma let go all that i can take
I feel my pain fade away
As i lose my head and i escape
And i said

I get so scared i feel my legs begin to shake and i can't
Forget where i first had seen your face and i heard you saying my name
I see your hands cover up your head you don't wanna hear what i say
I 'd stretch my breath more than i could take if it meant you'd see it my way

These memories will fade away when i fall asleep
The time that we keep together is all we keep
Never hold you outside of my dreams
That's okay
Wasn't meant to be

Never showing love to myself now
Never came back for my best pal
Always getting stoned in my basement
Always alone in a packed house
Can you feel me standing here?
I'm right beside you
I know these memories are all i keep
All i keep for you

So give me one more shot and i'ma let go all that i can take
I feel my pain fade away
As i lose my head and i escape
And I said
I'm feeling so the same
It's every day that i'm awake
I'm making every same mistake
I feel my age and I'm afraid