Memories

[Verse 1]
Known you for quite some time now but your eyes have changed
You ain’t looking at me quite the same
That stare breeds desires and a thug that would rather break my knees
Than stop to say please

[Verse 2]
And what are these hands across my back? Have you cracked under your disease?
And time ain’t on your side, please be quick and don’t forget to smile
While you take your dip

[Chorus]
I never wanted to, I never wanted to, I never wanted to
I never wanted to, I never wanted to, I never wanted to
Not with you, I never wanted to

[Verse 3]
And you were quick and rushed the first time
Too much lust for a fifteen year old boy’s crimes
And now I force myself to bed under the false pretence that I can forget you

[Verse 4]
And I line my womb with tears
And sell my pleasures to your devil
My body still feels your fingernails
And we can stretch you open you said
Did you not notice just how much I bled?
Extra lubrication for your friend
Did you really think I was wet for you?

[Outro]
I never wanted to, I never wanted to, I never wanted to
But now I got these memories
And yea I got these memories
I never wanted to