Memories

[Verse]
Nowhere to go, I feel like running away
Get the money and the gun out the safe
I be thinking back to days I was tripping man, I wasn't okay
No emotion, I had nothing to say
I can't tell who I can trust, I'm not tryna make a fuss
But I can't tell if you've been tryna make it work for us
Problems from my past affecting everything above
Don't know if it's real but I don't wanna fall in love
Every birthday went by, Christmas even worse
We all tried our best but I guess it didn't work
I'd be lying if I said that it was cool, it didn't hurt
But family stick together and that's something we deserve
Ain't nobody perfect, we all got our flaws
But we put up with flaws and accept 'em as we are
I know that I'll never feel alone with family close
So everyone around me, he should have his last toast
Wish that I could talk to some people that I haven't seen in years
Can't write about it now, still brings me straight to tears
I fucking wish it wasn't this but suddenly it's what it is
And suddenly it's turned to memories I won't forget
No more fights on holidays, no more hugs on lonely days
No more knowing that I got you and you're just a phone away
Just a poster you have left me so I know just what you say
And I'll see you one day but until then I'ma pray
Because this life, I know it's meant for me
And everything just happened, it was meant to be
Now all we got is memories, all we got is memories