Melodrama

Thinkin' about the things I miss
Never thought I'd see days like this
Everything is cold to the touch
Waitin' for an angel to be my crutch

I can't bear to go with the flow
My self esteem is at an all-time low
Feelings are hurt and I'm to blame
Now things can never be the same

I had dreams and I had plans
They fell apart right in my hands
I went ahead but the door was locked
Tried to go back, but the path was blocked
This has gone on for far too long
It'd be easier if I was strong

What the hell is wrong with me?
Why can't these demons just let me be?

I want to be a good friend to you
The harder I try, the worse I do