melancholy

[Pre-Chorus]
It's a hard pill to swallow
And if anyone asks for me, just tell them I'm not home
I hear your call
Always feel like I'm being followed
God, please don't wake me up 'cause I'm not facing tomorrow

[Chorus]
And if it really mattered that much, you should tell me instead of hiding
And if it really matters that much, you could tell me I'm tired of fighting
And if it really mattered that much, you should tell me instead of hiding
And if it really matters that much, you could tell me I'm tired of fighting

[Verse]
You’ll tell me it's all my fault, I stay in my place
I'm crawling up on the walls, confined in my space
Making life hard to live, so I'm hiding my face
Maybe I'll change my mind tomorrow

[Pre-Chorus]
It's a hard pill to swallow
And if anyone asks for me, just tell them I'm not home
I hear your call
Always feel like I'm being followed
God, please don't wake me up 'cause I'm not facing tomorrow

[Chorus]
And if it really mattered that much, you should tell me instead of hiding
And if it really matters that much, you could tell me I'm tired of fighting
And if it really mattered that much, you should tell me instead of hiding
And if it really matters that much, you could tell me I'm tired of fighting