Melancholic me

[Verse 1]
Struggle a lot with my health
Wonder if it's mental or physical
I have no clue what's going on
I need time to talk with myself
Oh I threw up last night
My body is full of fright
And I don't want all the limelight
I just want someone by my side
I don't know what I want and I don't know what I need
I'm just here sitting, feeding my greed
And I know everyone got their problem with
Their mental but I just want to live

[Chorus]
Josh look up the sky and tell me what you want
Oh tell me what you need 'cause I need to make it right
And I've been struggling hard, learning about myself
So tell me what you want, and tell me what you need
Oh I don't know what I'll do tomorrow
I'm tired talking to myself
Oh fuck I'm so lost
Leave mе alone let me cry in my room

[Verse 2]
Yеah I'm tired talking to myself
But without me, my heart's an empty space
If I had a dime for all my lies
I would be so god damn rich right now
I wanna be a better person after this
You tell me what you want yeah tell me what you need
So I can be useful to everyone around me
And I can stop causing unwanted casualties

[Chorus]
Josh look up the sky and tell me what you want
Oh tell me what you need 'cause I need to make it right
And I've been struggling hard, learning about myself
So tell me what you want, and tell me what you need
Oh I don't know what I'll do tomorrow
I'm tired talking to myself
Oh fuck I'm so lost
Leave me alone let me cry in my room

[Verse 3]
Fuck I always act with no thoughts
Nicotine, alcohol they cannot help me
And someday y'all see me up there
And I promise that I'll make it out alive
I don't want anyone to know I'm upset
I don't want anyone to know that I sweat
Every time I see me struggle with life
When I keep falling down sinking into the sea

[Chorus] 2x
Josh look up the sky and tell me what you want
Oh tell me what you need 'cause I need to make it right
And I've been struggling hard, learning about myself
So tell me what you want, and tell me what you need
Oh I don't know what I'll do tomorrow
I'm tired talking to myself
Oh fuck I'm so lost
Leave me alone let me cry in my room