Melancholia

It's crazy I know but I feel the way I feel
Cuz I sometimes lose control
Of my mind and my soul
It's fucked I know but I can't change shit
About the things i said before
The shit i did to you

"Because I guess you know me better than anybody, if you think that..
Um, I-I guess my question is do you... do you think it's too late for me?
I mean a-a-a-a-a-a-am I just doomed to be the person that I am? Th-The person in that book? I mean i-it's not too late for me, is it? It's not too late? Diane, I need you to tell me it's not too late
I-I-I-I need you to tell me that I'm a good person. I know that I can be selfish and narcissistic and self-destructive, but underneath all that, deep down, I'm a good person, and I need you to tell me that I'm good. Diane? Tell me, please, Diane. Tell me that I'm good"