This song was written by me and T.RiCH not too long before his untimely passing. His verse was not only soulful but also a cry for help that no one really heard.
[Intro Chorus]
Pick it up, Pick it up, up
And start again
You've got a second chance
You could go home
Escape it all
It's just irrelevant
It's just medicine
It's just medicine
[ T.RiCH ]
Losing my head while I lose my friends
Jumped off the edge where did I go wrong?
Caught up in death so I use these meds
Took my last breath I just can't go on
Told ol girl to hit me up
Whenever she got free time
Living in this hell again
Just make me think that I'm fine
Fucking in the mean time
I think I need to go
These voices in my head be telling me to leave a note
Calling me these late nights
Just to see if I'm alright
All this fucking medicine just makes me wanna die
She calling me these late nights
Just to see if I'm alright
All this fucking medicine just makes me feel alive
[Chorus]
Pick it up, Pick it up, up
And start again
You've got a second chance
You could go home
Escape it all
It's just irrelevant
It's just medicine
It's just medicine
[ Yung Lazarus ]
I'm sick in the head
I need some meds to take away the pain
I felt so being down and so
I'm drowning myself in thoughts of you
What can I do?
What can I do?
If I'm without you
I can never see myself with anybody else
You're the girl who's in my dreams
Who can hear through silent screams
I'm glad you're here to fix me
I've been broken so damn long
You're calling me these late nights
Just to see if I'm alive
But all this fucking medicine just makes me wanna die
I'm mad at you like every day to make you think I'm fine
But really on the inside
I know that I'm dying
[Closing Chorus]
You can still be what you want to
What you said you were
When I met you
You've got a warm heart
You've got a beautiful brain
But it's the sins you crave
Down from all the medicine
From all the medicine
From all the medicine
Medicine
Medicine was written by T.RiCH & Saint Lazare.
Medicine was produced by Felonely Kid.
Saint Lazare released Medicine on Sun Sep 04 2016.
This song is a very important piece of music to me because T was one of my closest friends, basically helped me get to where I am today and ever since his passing music and pictures are all I have.