​medicine

[Intro]
I don’t wanna fall in love and fall apart again
I don't know if I'm okay enough so I keep taking medicine
To give my head a rest
But what did I expect

[Hook]
I don’t wanna fall in love and fall apart again
I don't know if I'm okay enough so I keep taking medicine
To give my head a rest
But what did I expect (But what did I expect)
I don’t wanna fall in love and fall apart again
I don't know if I'm okay enough so I keep taking medicine
To give my head a rest
But what did I expect

[Verse 1]
I said I'd give him everything but everything meant nothing
But I still stayed so I could feel I'm holding on to something
And I feel like a burnout
Lie and say I’m better on my own now
Okay, alright
I’m starting to feel nothing when I lay awake at night
Okay, alright
I’ll fool myself with every other lie

[Pre-Hook]
I still think of every word you said to me
Trying to ease the memory by drowning it in nicotine
I swear to fucking god that one day you’ll be dead to me
But right now just to hear your voice I swear that I'd do anything
I still think of every word you said to me
Trying to ease the memory by drowning it in nicotine
I swear to fucking god that one day you’ll be dead to me
But right now just to hear your voice I swear that I'd do anything

[Hook]
I don’t wanna fall in love and fall apart again
I don’t know if I'm okay enough so I keep taking medicine
To give my head a rest
But what did I expect
I don’t wanna fall in love and fall apart again
I don’t know if I'm ok enough so I keep taking medicine
To give my head a rest
But what did I expect (But what did I expect)