​meant to be broken

[Medium Sean]
I feel like you gave up forever ago
And ever since then the pressure don’t stop seeming to grow
Somethings building
And I don’t got the measures to cope
Its fine, whatever cause the lake effect is making me cold
You wear my sweater and act like you ain't part of the problem
I do the same thing and still don’t even bother to solve 'em
You're on my eyelids, see your face whenever I blink
I'd gouge my iris but you're still there whenever I think
And I don’t wanna sit here missing you all night
Smoking in the whip looking up at the star light
Tryna make sense of everything that’s all around me
I'm sitting in this mess and only breathe when you allow me
And I don’t want nobody to see me
Cause I don’t think that they'd understand
And when everything is made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
And I don’t want nobody to see me
Cause I don’t think that they'd understand
And when everything is made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

[Verse 2 : shattered]
When everything I touch is meant to be broken
Why do I try every night like im hoping
It’s the drugs in me
I want you back but I know you'll never see
You'll never see yaa
You'll never see
When everything I touch is meant to be broken
Why do I try every night like im hoping
It’s the drugs in me
I want you back but I know you'll never see
You'll never see yaa
You'll never see yaa