Mean

[Intro]
It's time to get real

[Verse 1]
Look in the mirror and I hate myself
And I throw up ’cause I think it helps
Skinny waist, skinny face, skinny taste
Hell, I keep tryna be skinnier just because skinny sells
My parents didn't give me any skinny genes
So I can't f***in’ fit inside these skinny jeans
Don't get me wrong, I'm pretty proficient at many things
But loving myself is not one

[Pre-Chorus]
Bright ideas fill my mind
But I can't bring them to life

[Chorus]
Why am I so mean to me?
Nobody knows it
Why am I so mean to me?
If I can love you selflessly
And meet your every other need
Why am I so mean to me?

[Verse 2]
I get bored when the night gets late
So I go out and I make mistakes
How many more mistakes will it take to change?
'Cause every time I wake up hungover, I'm covered in shame
I feel gross so I keep looking for pain relief
Acting like someone that I was never made to be
If love is patient then why does it run away from me?
Or maybe I'm the one that chose to leave

[Pre-Chorus]
Bright ideas fill my mind
But I can't bring them to life

[Chorus]
Why am I so mean to me?
Nobody knows it
Why am I so mean to me?
If I can love you selflessly
And meet your every other need
Why am I so mean to me?

[Bridge]
I know Your love’s not scared of my mistakes
When I said yes, You pulled me from my grave
And I need courage more today than yesterday
God, teach me to be brave

[Chorus]
Why am I so mean to me?
Nobody knows it
Why am I so mean to me?
If I can love you selflessly
And meet your every other need
Why am I so mean to me?

[Outro]
Why am I so mean to me?
I know I hide it
Why am I so mean to me?
If I can love you selflessly
And meet your every other need
Why am I so mean to me?
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