Me Myself And I

I got ADHD, living in a pipe dream
You can promise me something but it will not excite me
Say you understand me but I know you're lying
Hoping that they hear this, hope they treat you kindly

I don't want to carry around this pain
Lately I been wallowing in shame
I'm the scapegoat, take the blame
Kill me once, turn me to a saint
Want to change, but I know I can’t
Don't even know what I have become
I feel something in my veins
I cannot see the signs

It's just me, myself and I
I can never pick a side
I been fighting with myself
Just want my ego to die
If I fail at least I tried
Won't miss them tears I cried now
True colors are hidden, they been hiding deep inside yeah

It's just me, myself and I
I can never pick a side
I been fighting with myself
Just want my ego to die
If I fail at least I tried
Won't miss them tears I cried now
True colors are hidden, they been hiding deep inside yeah

Trapped inside your mind itself
I been f*cking up my health
Don't say that I want any assistance
I don't want your help
Put my ego on the shelf
Lie to people say I'm well
Doing a lot of showing now, but I can never tell
Always worrying about my friends
I never worry about myself
Got to where I'm at and now my old friends ask if I'm doing well
Cause all of a sudden they all f*cking care
They all wanna f*cking care, but nobody know that I'ma- (I got no one that'll-)

Blind me
Think I got some bad luck or bad
(Timing)
I dug myself a hole but now
(Climbing)
I just f*cking hope that he is (Winding, Winding now)
Blind me
Think I got some bad luck or bad
(Timing)
I dug myself a hole but now
(Climbing)
I just f*cking hope that he is (Winding, Winding now)

I got ADHD, living in a pipe dream
You can promise me something, but it will not excite me
Say you understand me, but I know you're lying
Hoping if they hear this, hope they treat you kindly
It's just me, myself and I
I can never pick a side
I been fighting with myself
Just want my ego to die
If I fail at least I tried
Won't miss the tears I cried now
True colors are hidden, they been hiding deep inside yeah

It's just me, myself and I
I can never pick a side
I been fighting with myself
Just want my ego to die
If I failed at least I tried
Won't miss the tears I cried now
True colors are hidden, they been hiding deep inside yeah